Into Giving Only

Into Giving Only

by

Swallows It All

Disclaimer: This story is true but involves fantasies of things I want to eventually do. It’s about fantasies that I have and the realities that I have actually lived. It is suitable for adults only. No minors allowed. If you are not interested in this type of material, kindly use the back button for its intended purpose.

This story is inspired by Chicago Sucker. Reading his Cocksucker series helped me understand who I am and why I have a hard time finding someone to give me what I want.

First off, my real name is Allen and I too have a lot of problems getting what I need from hooking up with guys. I am all about being of service to men. I am a 32 year old, black guy. I’m 6′ 4″, 255 lbs., drug and disease free and have a 6.5 cut cock, not that that is important. I love servicing white and Latino guys, but I’ll service any race. I love to be dominated and “forced” into servicing guys. Hence the infatuation with loving to service white guys.

Most, if not all, of my subject lines for Grindr, Adam4Adam and Craigslist ads read: Rim, Suck and Swallow. These are the things that I love to do most. It’s Saturday, August 15th and I’m logged in on Grindr and A4A hoping that I’ll get to do some of the things that I am typing.

I’ve been told by some guys that I get to rim that they have never had anyone go as deep as I do. I love to get my tongue inside a guy’s asshole. It’s more tongue fucking than rimming, really. If I’m going to eat your ass, I’m going to eat it right. I love trying different techniques with my tongue to see what they respond to. I’ve often heard

“Oh my god!” and “Fuck, you are so deep…so deep!” This makes me go even deeper.

When they show up, the first thing I like to do is undress them. I show them to the bedroom and immediately drop to my knees. Some of them are still making small talk by this point, but the soon shut up once I’ve buried my face in their junk to inhale their scent. Then, I take down their pants or shorts, or whatever they are wearing, to get to their underwear. I then rub my face all over their junk. Sometimes I turn them around and sniff their underwear and ass. It’s fucking intoxicating. I do this because I have an underwear fetish. More about that later. After sniffing their dicks and asses, I pull their underwear down and get that dick in my mouth. Most are already hard, but sometimes I get the awesome task of getting them hard in my mouth. So fucking hot.

Awesome phrase #1: “Get me hard in your mouth, bro.”

Once I get them hard, I give them a taste of my sucking skills. I’m not the best dicksucker in the world, but I want to be. More on that later too. Soon after tasting their dick, I am ready to get my tongue inside their asshole. I have them get on the bed on their hands and knees with their ass in the air. When trying to get their hole open as much as possible, I find this position to be the best. Sometimes, having them rest on their elbows vice their hands opens up their ass more, depending on the guy. In any case, I lick their ass crack from balls up to their back. Then I center in on the hole, exploring its uniqueness with my tongue. Then I push my tongue inside and listen for their reaction. I continue to feast as they squirm around my tongue. I love that. Some guys will begin to grind on my face, which I love even more. Even better would be when a guy sits on my face and grinds his ass on it. So deliciously humiliating.

Awesome phrase #2 “Fuck yeah, bro. Eat my ass!”

One time, I hooked up with a guy in a hotel by Dulles airport. He had a huge dick, at least 9 inches, that I could not continuously deep throat, so he had me lick his asshole until he shot his load. Feeling his asshole clinch my tongue as he shot was heaven. It was the first time I had done that. It was the inspiration for my earlier story, Taste the Pink. Don’t worry though, I licked up his cum after. I always get a taste of cum, at least. Otherwise, what’s the point? I gotta have some of that cum. It’s my holy grail. To be continued.

Hearing a guy moan and groan and talk dirty to me when I am servicing them gets me boned but I never touch my dick. Normally, I don’t even get undressed when I’m servicing unless the guy wants me too. Other times, I take off my shirt to feel the skin of their thighs and legs against my chest. This is what some guys don’t understand. I guess they think that things need to be mutual. I try my best to assure them that I am getting just as much as they are. Maybe more.

After eating the guy’s ass with him up on his knees, I like to drop them flat and literally bury my face in their ass. I put my hands on either cheek, not pushing them apart, and push my face in. Working my way to their asshole. I like to work for it. It adds an element that is difficult to describe. The `I want to eat your ass’ element. The `I’ll take it any way I can get it’ element. The guy’s asshole is relaxed in this position and my tongue can freely go in and out.

After that, if they want me to keep eating their ass, I give it to them. If not, I roll them over to finish them off as they are rock fucking hard at this point. If at the end of my bed, I like the guy to rest his feet on my thighs. I like to wrap my arm around his thigh. Sort of a submissive move to maximize body contact when I’m blowing him. If the guys all the way in the bed, then I still try to get them to bring their legs up so I can grab onto them. Or even drape a leg over my shoulder. Having my face squeezed between their thighs while I suck their dick is also hot. Either way, I look them in the eye while I’m sucking their dick. Some guys aren’t into that though. In any case, I am working for what I love most about being gay and that is cum. There is nothing in the world like it.

I remember the first time a guy came in my mouth. I was in high school in Vicksburg, MS. Warren Central High School. The guy and I had been having phone sex, when one night, he told me he wanted to hook up the next day. We went to the school auditorium and I sucked him off. He shot his load in my mouth and instinctively swallowed. It was fucking heaven. Right as I got up, one of the guidance counselors came in.

“What are you guys doing in here? You shouldn’t be here.” She said.

The school was putting on its annual musical, so we said we were just working on some props. Lol.

So there I am, working for the load of cum that this guy is going to allow me to swallow. Some take more work than others, but again, I love to work for it.

Soon enough, I hear another awesome phrase…my favorite.

Awesome Phrase #3: “I’m gonna cum!”

I ask guys to let me know when they are about to cum so I can deep throat them. I want to feel it hit the back of my throat and I want my lips wrapped around the base of their dick so I can feel it pulsate. Words cannot describe how I feel when a guy’s pulsing, shooting dick is in my mouth. Everything about a dick shooting a load is fucking hot. The cum shooting out or oozing out, the pulsation, the way it makes the guy feel, swallowing the cum and having a part of the guy inside you.

One of my fantasies is to be in a blowbang, like in the straight videos. Where, like, 10 guys, get sucked or jerk off, but when they are ready to cum, they jerk off and shoot in your mouth. Once you have all the loads, or all the loads that will fit, you swallow it all. Every fucking drop. Then you milk and clean all the dicks. My ideal setting would be a frat house of a college locker room.

There are so many porn vids on the tube channels with chicks doing that. I have only seen one gay scene like that where the guy actually swallows the cum. Then you have the videos that are titled, gay guy swallows compilation, and the like, where the guys are shooting all over the face and neck…basically, everywhere but the guys mouth. I hate that. I hate seeing even a drop of cum wasted by some ungrateful twink. If my lips are not wrapped around a guy’s dick to take every drop, then I want him pointed directly at my mouth so his erratic jerking doesn’t send a drop flying to the side, never to be swallowed. There are some videos out there though where the guy takes the load. TIM Suck gets it right some of the time, but even they have some scenes where the guy doesn’t want ALL of the cum. Frustrating.

I’ll take cum anyway I can get it. Having a guy cum on something that I am about to eat is fucking hot. I’ve even cum on my own food. I have a video on xTube where I cum on a slice of pizza and eat it. I’ll send you the link if you want, just email me. One time, I took one of those Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwiches, the little ones. I microwaved it, let it cool, then rubbed my dick all over the sausage while jerking off, no pun intended, shot my load all over it and then ate it. And of course, I’ve jerked off in my hand and then licked up the cum.

I’ve never had another guy cum on my food though. Not knowingly, at least. But that is something that I think is attainable. I just have to find the guy or guys. There are a few videos out there with this content. There are more videos of guys just cumming on food rather than eating it. But I’ll take what I can get.

Another fantasy of mine is to find a cum supplier. A guy that jerks off a lot and saves their cum for me. Like, a weeks worth of cum. Then on the weekend, we meet up and he watches me drink the entire thing before I eat his ass and blow him to get another load.

Used condoms are fucking great too. When I was younger, I found a used condom while walking home one day. It was old and bone dry. I took it anyway. I didn’t chew on it or anything, but if it was fresh, yeah, I would have cleaned that fucker right up. My parents found it though. They freaked out thinking that I was having sex. I told them that I found it, thinking it would calm them down. No dice. They said they didn’t think I was that gross. My family didn’t know me at all. Still don’t.

I’ve bought used condoms and cum stained underwear off the line, but you can’t trust that crap. I’ve taken black lights across the underwear and didn’t see anything light up where you could see a stain of something. Waste of time. I want someone local in the DC area. Watch them shoot their load on their underwear then they watch me lick them clean. Cum stains and all.

Dirty underwear is, yet, another fetish of mine. Taking in a guy’s smell is awesome. I have swiped my fair share of undies throughout the years. I currently have three pair that are in labeled Ziploc bags to preserve the smell for as long as possible. Two boxer briefs, my favorite underwear, and one pair of boxers. Very rarely will I pull them out to sniff while jerking off. I try to fight the urge to lick them clean. I prefer to bury my face in a guys’ crotch when I get the chance. Sniff their balls, dick and ass. Haven’t found too many that enjoy that, much less understand it. I have not given up hope though.

Awesome Phrase #4: “Sniff my dick!” or “Smell my junk!”

Throat Fucking: Like I said earlier, I am not the best dicksucker, but I am trying like hell. I have one of the worst gag reflexes in the world. Sometimes, I can give a guy a decent throat job. But I want to give more than that. I want a guy to be able to fuck my mouth non-stop for as long as he wants until he cums in my throat, then keeps fucking it. I want to keep taking it, down to his balls every time. Give the term pussy mouth a new meaning. I envy guys that can do that. There are a few videos out there where guys seem to defy reality and give a guy, what has to be, the best blow job of their life.

Back to reality, here is an example of what I go through trying to service a guy. So this guy hits me up on Grindr a few minutes ago. Here is the log:

Him: Hi Me: Hey Him: How’s it going? (Sends body pic. Hot white guy. My favorite.) Me: Nice bro. It’s going better now. You? (I send my body pic.) Him: Pretty good (Sends ass pic and it is amazing.)

This is going well so far.

Me: Nice bro. You into getting sucked and rimmed? Him: That’s be nice Me: Cool. My place or yours? Him: I can’t host. Him: Any more pics of you? Me: (Sends another body pic and another face pic. My profile pic is a face pic) Me: I can host, if you’re still interested. I’m in Sterling. Him: I’m on the other side of the Potomac. Him: I like 69.

God damn it. The first line in my profile reads, into `giving’ oral and rimming.

Me: Oh Me: I’m only into giving. Him: Really? That’s a pity. Life is all about give and take. Good luck though bro.

At this point, I thinking…fuck you, bro. I don’t need your life advice. I need dick in my mouth.

I still have his pics and I am so fucking hard right now. I gotta jerk off.

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